I recently joined this challenge group where you’re to
walk 30 miles in 30 days… sounds easy enough right? I thought so too… until I started doing it…
in the hottest month of the year! We’re
on day 12 and I’ve gone 8.7 miles… the first day was the hardest but as you all
know, every journey starts with a single step and even though I’ve missed a
couple days, I’m still pushing forward.
Last month I walked no miles… so I’m already ahead of the game and as
they say, it’s more than those that didn’t get off the couch. With that said… this has been a tough
week. Emotionally, mentally,
financially, it’s just been absolutely draining and the end of the work day
left my mind spinning…
Halfway through the walk a cardinal flew across the path
and perched on a tree branch. He sat
there staring at me, I immediately felt a connection and it was like everything
stopped spinning, for just a second the world stopped. As silly as it may sound or whether you
believe in old wives tales or not, it’s believed that a cardinal is
a representative of a loved one who has passed. When you see one, it means they
are visiting you. They usually show up when you most need them or miss them.
They also make an appearance during times of celebration as well as despair to
let you know they will always be with you. Yesterday was my father’s birthday… he would
have been 76. Without a doubt I believe
that cardinal was my father, he knew my struggles and knew I needed to be
reminded to believe in myself, that I can handle whatever life throws at
me. Telling me to stand tall, lift my
head high and take pride in myself… you’ve got this, everything will be ok.
